Suddenly today I'm overwhelmed with emotion all over again
I can't seem to get you out of my head this morning,
The pain is almost unbearable again, why am I feeling like this today?
I thought I was ok, I am, but today brings many thoughts of you and much as I try to control it, I can't!
Its tough because I know you are not even giving me a second thought
I'm so disappointed at how you have treated me but I guess you showed me the real you eventually,
The you who treats someone he's supposed to love as though they were something he stepped in
The you who I was there for when nobody else was and who easily forgot that when it mattered the most.
But its ok, I did none of these things out of a sense of duty, it's just who I am
And that was the difference between you and I
No matter what you put me through, I remained true, was still there when I shouldn't have been and when you needed me,
Not because I had nothing better to do but because God wanted to know what was in our hearts, he revealed mine and it was true
So when the time comes the seeds I planted through you will flourish whilst you reap what you sowed over and over again!!!
Its one of those things you get through by facing it one day at a time.. Love is not a light switch, you cant turn it off whenever a short circuit occurs.
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Praying for you, God has a plan so much better than what you are holding on to for your life:)
ReplyDeleteI truly love this because it hits home.
ReplyDeleteH.B., I felt so shattered to read your story, but in a good way because I feel the exact same like you do. I never understood why someone that loves you could leave you so easily. Especially when they are the one that have told you that they will never leave your side. And the worst part is, you will always think about them and wonder if they ever think of you. They probably don't because they are the one that left you and it hurts more because you feel abandoned. I feel like my heart will never heal and that I will never get over the fact that someone I trusted broke me apart. They didn't deserve my kindness nor my time, but I still gave it to them because it's who I am. No matter how many times people hurt me, if they need my help, I give it. But soon enough, they will realize what they lost and that's the day I will be moved on.
ReplyDeleteThe amazing thing is you will heal, your heart was never anyone (but God's) to take hence why it will always get better.
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ReplyDelete2 Ghante Attey Ki Line Mei Khare Rehte Hoe Ik Admi Ghuse Ma Chilaya
‘Mei Musharaf Ko Goli Marne Ja Raha Hu.
Kuch Der Baad Wo Wapis Attey Ki Line Mei Khara Ho Gya
Kisi Ne Pucha,
‘Kyu Maar Dia’
Mayusi SE Jawab Dia, ‘Waha Pe ßhi Line Lagi Hai..’
Jeenay Do Musharaf
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This house is full of ghosts:
ReplyDeletechildren doing homework at the kitchen table, laughter sliding down from tree house to paddling pool, pulling bad dreams from the foreheads of love tucked into my bed, Christmas lunches running late, painting woods full of animals on bedroom walls, a graveyard full of pet-sized slices of the children's hearts. Love is staying for 'better or worse'.
Now you've left so you can 'be happy' and you've torn the heart out of all those memories for us all. You stupid, selfish man.
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